I'm trying to think of something to write here that would make you understand what this is to me, but I really can't. I guess I'm just looking for some non judgemental guidance and will power. Maybe I will be able to explain more on the way. Height: 5'5 Start Date: Monday 10th May 2010 SW:16 stone 4lbs (228lbs) (size 16 in UK clothing) CW. (14th July) 14 stone 8lbs. (204lbs) CANT SEEM TO GET PAST 212 ATM /: gw1 200lbs gw2 180lbs gw3 160lbs gw4 140lbs UGW:122lbs [Disclaimer-The photo's I post as thinspo are not mine I will give credit if you message me]